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Ty to all of u who have asked me if i was okay and i really appreciate ur love for me!! yesterday i had a deep thought of wt i forced myself to be like. Additionally its just like forcing myself to be a person i have never been like also that ppl r starting pissing me off but i have to remain sweet cuz if i say something bad i am going to be the biggest villain. No matter offline or online i always tend to find ppl who r so fake and tend to make me feel down and i have had enough of it already. I became a blink in order to love blackpink but then suddenly found this app made an id in 2020 met beautiful angels like aera,leo and mah bff snowfall so unlucky that i can’t talk to them now..tbh i will reveal the biggest thing to u which i never thought of revealing .. back then i was dumb to not understand that i may hurt ppl but taekookie the guy i really love and makes me happy was no one but my imagination..i made a fake id i did get alot of frnds because of that but i did lose them all too!! u dont know how hard it is to hold myself from knowing i have lost them all…also i saw a fake id of taekookie here on blip last year but i was acting as if idk that he/she was fake to yall it may be normal but it hurts to me cuz ik that how much i miss my true self which i killed myself!! taekookie is a kind and version of me that makes me the happiest..also to leo, blue, pari ,kiyomi, snowfall and mark to the ones who i have never told mah reality it hurts me with the feeling of a traitor!! i cant help but end up hurting everyone up all the time.. i wanted to share this cuz i felt that it will be wrong to not tell yall but also if u see a guy named taekookie inform me cuz its definitely not me cuz i have lost that myself..that kind of me is not alive anymore. Also that i have met such wonderful ppl here in this time round and that i want to thank them atleast for the last time!! first of all Lea: The gurl i can never forget!!! she has become so close and imp to me that i cant imagine losing her!! i have always wanted her to be mah frnd and i am glad to be her frnd!!🫶🏻✨ Jiwon: She’s literally mah crush!! wtever she does is amazing!! truly lov her presence, personality and everything! I love her alot and its sad how we never had long convo with eachother🫶🏻✨ Sua: ik she might not see this but since i came she was the soloist who i thought was the most focused!! her love towards her work was awesome!! she has a bright personality with a kind heart!! Luna: I am so happy to know u and to be frnds with u was everything!! i love how u r so sweet to me no matter wt!! hoping the best to u always!! Reya: i cant even describe mah love for this gurl in words!! she also encouraged me to the best!! she is so talented and loveable that idkk!!!! i cant even say anything abt how amazing u r!! gurll u will always be imp to me! Dilroz: so sry that i wasnt always available for u even if i wanted to!! but i am so thankful to u bestie for always supporting me and never making me feel bad. Always be happy! Jiwoo: ty for coming into mah life even tho i dont talk to u like other do and even if i am not as close to u as others u have made mah life bright with ur presence thz for that!! prettyprettysavage: even mah keyboard is so used to ur name as soon as i type pretty ur name shows up!! u have always made this place interesting i had fun knowing u! bibo and danami: ik these gurls r not here but to me they r very special! even aerin!! i wish the best for them!! there r so many ppl i want to thank like aerin,arifin and others but i cant name them all!! ty yall for always supporting me! but sadly i have gotten defeated in mah life again!! I will leave everything and end this all here..it doesn’t mean i wont come i did end everything in 2023 but i came back in 2024 so i dont think 2026 is far away..but for now i know that its better for me to stay alone cuz ik i never had frnds and i wont have too!! tho ty for having me even if u didnt like me i liked u!!and to all of u who thinks i am a grt person i am not..i have hurt many ppl so better think of me as a bad person!! love yall! it was mah last message, last post ~Liaya