I,Amanda
6월 30일(화)
It was last year, but I remember it like if it was yesterday.
I was depressed, having a breakdown, and on top of that, it was summer and I absolutely hated my body and wearing a bikini. For all those years that my family, friends, and strangers bullied me because of my weight and because I wasn't feminine.
Then one day, one of my friends sent me a TikTok video with the song one and only, so I started researching it. And that's when I heard imma be for the first time that I felt like a ray of sunshine had fallen on me.
Especially the part of the lyrics that says
I'm riding on the wall of prejudice
I'm walking on the rain
And I'm dancing on the pain
and
멀쩡한 척 그만
Not gonna lie
골라봐, free, 무대위 펼쳐질 미
So I said, "Fuck it! I'm going to show my body, and if you don't like it, don't look. Screw it all, so what if I'm fat? I like dresses and lace. I'm going to wear them"
To this day, I'm incapable of choosing a bias, but I have a slight preference for Hyun 👉🏻👈🏻. My lovely sunshine monkey.
Now I'm a little bit happier, and it's all thanks to my friend who decided to send me a TikTok reel with Rui's part in one and only. Thanks Paula <3
They were literally everything I needed at that moment.
#xlovonblip#xlov_yourloveyourstory
